Wednesday, March 22, 2017

"Phone Call from Munich" -- or, Good News from a World Away

            The alarm -- fuck. The alarm -- how long has it been ringing?
            She rolls over, blindly fumbling in the direction of the offensive sound, her hand casting about over glasses, a contact lens case, two old Bibles, and a beer mug from Berlin filled with unspent Guatemalan Quetzales, both in bill and coin form.
            What time was it?
            Fighting to focus her eyes, she pulled her consciousness into the present moment, yanking it deep out of a primordial state, leaving behind images that made sense only so long as you didn’t try to assign words to them.
            11.01am.
            Ahh shit. Fucking daylight savings time, she had told him this would happen.
            There was his WhatsApp message, waiting for her: “Let me know if and when you are ready.” Her right thumb clumsily swiped the screen, and she tapped out: “As predicted, I got confused. Running downstairs to grab coffee, call you in a few!”
              Covers off, feet on the floor, stop at the bathroom, down the stairs, boil the water, grind the coffee beans, tap grounds into the press, pour in the boiled water, stir.
Inhale.
Pause.
Grab plate from the cupboard, pull scone from the bag, pour coffee into the mug (just add milk), take mug in right hand, balance plate in the left, head back up the stairs.
“I’m here. Ready?”
She plugged in her headphones and pulled up the WhatsApp screen, tapping the call symbol. Ringing filled the headphones, and after three iterations:
“Heeeeyyy! Can you hear me?”
She smiled, happy to hear his voice after two months. “Yep. Can you hear me?”
“I can. How are you?”
“Oh, you know what I’m like pre-coffee. But I’m fixing that right now…better I ask, how are you? Or more importantly, where are you?”
“We just got back from Bologna, we’re in Munich.”
“It sounds like you’ve been busy. How ‘bout you fill me in?”
               She leaned back in her chair, took a swig of the fresh coffee, and settled in to hear about his adventures on the other side of the world.

Blocks to Being Present


  • My phone
  • The internet and TV
  • Fear of
    • Lack of progress
    • THE FUTURE
    • Time that is both the hare and the tortoise
    • Stagnation
    • Loss
    • Missing out
  • Making lists, both mental and written, of what I want to do/should do, but not actually doing those things

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

My relationship with bad news – is often to put my head in the sand, to ignore or turn away.  I consciously choose not to listen to media - bad news most of the time.  When I listened to the prez give his(first and only to date) speech it was confirmed for me to not listen much.  It was toxic.  Afterwards, I couldn’t sleep well, I was agitated much of the night.  Thank goddess for letting go, for 12-step reminders to remember my powerlessness, to turn it over to the will and care of god, to mind my own business.  
So, maybe not much relationship with bad news that’s ongoing.  Tho I respond to knowing there is bad news by accepting what I cannot change and turning energy to works of compassion and justice, to gardening or walking Luceydog at night in the park.  Some people say naked trees are bad news, but I see them as beauty, angles of branched skeletons, exposed, beautiful in their shapes and silhouettes against the winter sky that temperatures say is early summer sky on many nights of late.  
I see beauty in the bad news when it can be turned into good news, bouncing off the bad and into acts of goodness…I see goodness in the ‘bad news’ because it has the power to wake  us up, to make us aware of suffering and pain, to jolt us into the reality of the world of suffering – we and us who are so comfortable affluent never worry about missing a meal and celebrate the gifts we have that allow us, free us, to be in the service of others, to grow in compassion and acts of loving kindness…a cycle to recycle the news from garbage/trash into whole and holy ...

Monday, March 20, 2017

The Good News of Being a People's Lawyer, 3.20.2017

This week's Share the Wealth welcomes Natalie in our class-----

Share the Wealth with Natalie Long–Abogados Descalzados: or, How Latin America Taught Me to Be a People’s Lawyer

From the period of September 2009-January 2012, I was a law student, a law school drop-out, and a pupil of revolutionary Latin America. I eventually finished my law degree and became a licensed attorney…but only after spending time learning at the feet of communities in Mexico and Guatemala, where people taught me what it means to struggle (and to be a lawyer accompanying those in struggle).

It gives me joy to share the stories of the people who welcomed me into their homes and the lessons they taught me. Please join us for an evening of storytelling, reflection, and fellowship.


Sunday 26 March
Potluck dinner begins at 6:00 p.m.
Natalie begins sharing at 6:45
At the home of Marty and Jerry King
830 DeMun Avenue, 3rd Floor
Clayton, MO 63105


Sunday, March 19, 2017

The Good News of a Single Blueberry, 3.19.2017

Almost five years ago, Erin Szopiak organized a mindful dinner for some of our friends: Everything for the menu had been grown locally, several of us helped prepare the meal in the King’s spacious kitchen, we savored most of the meal in calm silence, and, for dessert, Erin offered each of us a single blueberry, which we were to appreciate slowly, involving our sight, smell, touch, and taste.  Erin invited us to the wonder of the here and now!



Saturday, March 18, 2017

The Good News of Organizing, 3.18.2017

Natalie shared this with me about what she's doing today: Know Your Rights...



The Good News of Remembering, 3.18.2017

Yesterday I caught up with Liz Burkemper, home for spring break from her first year at George Washington University in Washington, D.C.  Liz inspires me with her aspiration to simplify her life and take time for contemplation. I told her I was grateful for her remembering Mev and her Brazil message  at some of the vast and lively protests she participated in in January and February.